Was feeling bored, depressed, down, home sick.. and all sort of negative feelings were churning inside me...
Not able to concentrate on work or the beautiful windy weather i can see outside my office window.
Right now life seems all dull and dark. No idea why am i sounding such a pessimist .. May be its to do with the fact that i am missing my Mom a lot.. i cannot suffice in words how much am i missing her... if i had one wish which will be granted .. I would ask health and happiness for my mom without a second thought...
I sometimes feel God or the Power which we bow to.. is not at all fair. They all say whatever happens is part of your destiny. But who writes our Destiny ??
If it is God .. Why is there not equal distribution of sorrow and happiness across humanity??
Why is it that some people are more sick .. Some are more poor then rest..
Why do we have such disparity .. If God is the one writing our destiny ..
Some people say whatever sufferings you are getting is due to wrongdoings of any past incarnation. Do you believe it ? I don't . and moreover who is the one who decides what is right and wrong. If someone has done any wrong also in their past but have realized the mistake and are sorry for it . Is it not right to forgive them.
Now if God decides to punish . Is God not being wrong here ?