Wednesday, September 09, 2009

Bas yun hi...

Was feeling bored, depressed, down, home sick.. and all sort of negative feelings were churning inside me...

Not able to concentrate on work or the beautiful windy weather i can see outside my office window.

Right now life seems all dull and dark. No idea why am i sounding such a pessimist .. May be its to do with the fact that i am missing my Mom a lot.. i cannot suffice in words how much am i missing her... if i had one wish which will be granted .. I would ask health and happiness for my mom without a second thought...

I sometimes feel God or the Power which we bow to.. is not at all fair. They all say whatever happens is part of your destiny. But who writes our Destiny ??

If it is God .. Why is there not equal distribution of sorrow and happiness across humanity??

Why is it that some people are more sick .. Some are more poor then rest..

Why do we have such disparity .. If God is the one writing our destiny ..
Some people say whatever sufferings you are getting is due to wrongdoings of any past incarnation. Do you believe it ? I don't . and moreover who is the one who decides what is right and wrong. If someone has done any wrong also in their past but have realized the mistake and are sorry for it . Is it not right to forgive them.
Now if God decides to punish . Is God not being wrong here ?

4 comments:

punyendrq said...

you will have to be in the level of god to understand the equilibrium :)

My Niche.... said...

there is an equal distribution of everything.. its just that we look only into our probs and sorrows ...and prefer to neglect others pain

sangeeta said...

thanks for dropping by and commenting Prachi..
after all these years i have learnt that if we are given pains and sorrows in life ( by the God)we should take it as a learning process n come out stronger....it's easy to say though but nothing else works believe me.
having faith in yourself is the best thing to do.
God bless you....will keep in touch.
wanna see more of your writings.

sangeeta said...

thanks for the concern Prachi...
yes it has been a bit problematic with mithi but now we are fine.....will start posting soon..n reading other blogs too..